I figured out why I was feeling so crappy yesterday! Not only the meds. But I get this way every year on the anniversary of my father's passing. Without thought or even acknowledging I feel his presence on that day. It never goes away and neither does my love for my father. We had a very special bond. No one else knows about our father daughter connection like we did. There are some that even after his passing tried to convince me he was not a good father. A person that was not his child should not make such statements. 

I love you Alfredo Varona Garcia. Thank you for teaching me to knit, crochet and make kites to fly. Thank you for taking me fishing and teaching me how to catch the big ones. Thank you daddy for teaching me to be frugal with my money. To get my monies worth when buying anything. Thank you for believing in me when no one else did. Thank you for your humor and love. Thank you for helping me see the world through your eyes. I loved you in life and still love you in your passing. Thank you for coming to me in my dreams and still teaching me things. I am doing my best to make you proud. I love you.

If you have a special memory of my dad. Please do share...